I was told yesterday that he worries about me. It made me feel good that he said the words "I was worried about you" because he's not so great at showing it at times. In fact, a lot of the time I feel like I'm in the way or intruding on his day. Especially yesterday. I know that work was baring down on him plus he was getting ready to leave town, but if he didn't have the attention to make me at least feel like he wanted me around, why bother to tell me to come over anyway? I'd rather be told "Listen sweetie, I'm just covered up with work and can't get away right now" than to be just a warm body. Which is what I felt like. Like I was taking up his valuable time and attention. It was obvious that I wasn't his priority. His mind was racing with work and travel and everything he needed to do before he left for the airport. I never ever want to feel like I'm a hindrance to him but that I'm a needed and wanted person in his life. Sometimes I wonder which category I fall into.
And what's up with not even getting an "I love you" when he said good night?
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